just another thought about the meaning I talked about in the last post
Many job listings I have seen for the IT sector mentioned the possibility of home office as a perk.
However, that would not change my life at all right now.
I want or more probably need a reason to leave the house regularly. Right now I am not. I leave my house 2-3 times a week to walk to the supermarket for groceries. And irregularly I go for a simple walk maybe once a week right now even though I keep telling myself to at least go for a walk once a day(right now the weather is always rainy so a perfect excuse i keep telling myself not to go outside)
I would like to meet new people, however I never joined any club or group outside of school. Even in university, I basically just went there for the coursework and did not participate in any social events/activities. Looking back I regret that a little. I just went home and played online games with my online friends. However life happens to everyone. They all finished school/university, Call of Duty which was the main game declined in our eyes so people stopped playing, others started work and families so no time there.
So now I'm sitting here alone and I don't know how to meet new people.
And if I get some homeoffice job, that won't change either.
To circle back to the last post: "What is it that I want?" From a job, from my life.
I don't know.
And I don't know how to find out.